PRESSURE...It's like killing me alrdy...I onli feel peace when i m sleeping and sometimes i can't even get a gd nite sleep w/out thinking about wad is gonna happen tmr...I feel that Sch life is pushing me too hard... i haven so much projects and tests tt i dunno wad to do anymore. Ppl say that CCA shld be for enjoyment not for torture. Well, sometimes i think is nice but sometimes i think i m way too lousy... I really gonna fall sick one day. I dun even have a fren to confine to now, everyone dun seem to understand anything. Even seating arrangement oso cannot let me sit me peace, so wad i m sitting wif george? Every now and then ppl will start to look at me...Who started the freaky rumours aniway... Bloody hell!!!! Ppl might think it's funny but i dun lor, it is like so stupid... i refuse to look but i have ppl always looking at us and tt is fustrating... Frenz r doing nth to help me at all, i onli feel pressure being with them... They all seem so confident of all tests and it's really putting me into alot of pressure... I wanna study hard so as not to lose out but tt onli put me under more pressure... This is really a hard year for me...i really feel like crying out loud... i think i will one day once i can't hold on animore...Crap, maybe i shld relax more but i'll onli end up like last year failing so much subjects...Lets wait till the exams r over 1st b4 relaxing then...I think then i'll be able to do the things i want and wad i really wanna do...

Feel so gd after spilling everything out...This is wad i call pressure mann...Lets juz do one thing by one...Nitez~
I say. 10:55 PM