I have PMS today!!! Totally pissed off... haiz since PE today, i have been in a totally foul mood today... Partly cuz of some stupiiiid pissing off stuffs. Arghh... xblahx... Disappointed wif my marks oso. All damn lousy lah, cannot get into the combi i want next year le lah... Wanna cry in class today but held my tears back. Could blame no one but myself for being such a failer. Haiz... Fail lah fail lah then can slack le... *sob*sob* but then cannot fufill my dreams le. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will jia you de!!! This is juz one exam, although very very important but still not the end of the world yet. At least i haven got less then 60 for any subs yet. Tmr will be better!!!!!!!! Jia Youz Cai Bei, u can do it de... Muz fufill ur dreams... Cannot give up so easily... Okies, i feel better after an wei-ing myself. And to all hu believe they done badly, Nvm de!!! As long u think u've done ur best, no matter wad other say, dun let it get to u!!! kies? Samantha, dun be so upset le... If u see this post then u will noe i'm even worse than u. haha... Smilez alwayz... kies?

Auditions today oso... Blah... Got my chi paper juz b4 the auditions. Totally spoilt my mood cuz scored so badly for tt paper. then when i get there, at 1st they sae the VCD cannot play then muz sing w/o music. I was so pissed when i heard it that i really felt like not singing anymore... But i did in the end lah cuz Ivan saved the day... Thx Ivan :P Then we went up to sing. Haha, so many ppl cum support us . 2F rox yea?! haha... so happy when they came. I tot i sang like shit like tt, the echo so loud lor... Like my voice sang until very loud which is so not true cuz i lower my voice by like maybe half? haha... lousy mike :P Muz jia you lah... The SCs sae this, sae tt not gd so muz improve. Dunno if can pass anot lah, tmr then noe results. Pray pray pray can get in... Shuyi one oso... They sang very well leh... Pro leh... haha... then still got lots of other pro ppl. All sang quite well onli tt their song not minus 1 track de so sometimes dunno it is their voice or the original singer de but still not bad lah. :P haha...

Had a dream juz now... Dreamt tt tmr will be a very hopeful day for me... Dunno y maybe today is a rotten day fer me...

Tmr marks the starting of a new beginning...
I say. 9:44 PM