Haix... It's a NO again :'( The same answer, same reaction 2 years ago. The only good thing was my reaction was not as GREAT as the previous time. Good thing my bro console me(: And also thanks to tt newly added guy hu GL me. HAHAHAHA... Okie GEL! i'm better now. I dun tink i'll cry like shit anymore(: anyw, i guess Japan con't to be the country i wanna visit most but not yet visit :'( Haix, gd thing i dun look back... Concentrate on my studies, to prove to him i can do it! I know he looks down on me and always compare me with my bro. I know he always thinks tt my bro is cleverer than me. Even today when sth happened at home and i solved the prob, he walked up to me and said "learn from ur brother, apply knowledge during daily life." Hell, y shld i always be the one to be look down at. Life is UNFAIR! And i'm the one who's older, why shld he be given more chances?! I jux dun understand, my results are the same as his in pri sch and U only rmb mine being 240+++. THIS IS BIASED! I'm so pissed with myself and with you... Because of wad u said this afternoon, i make sure i'll work double hard to prove tt wadeva shit stuffs in ur mind bout me is WRONG. -So wrong-
I say. 10:56 PM